Why is it that when good things happen to me, things I should be proud and excited about, they slide off like Teflon. Things that I can’t control or aren’t my problem stick like glue. I know I’m a good person yet I hate myself. I know I’m intelligent and capable yet I feel helpless. I know I have people that care about me but I feel terribly alone. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I try and try and try, and nothing works. I don’t want to go on drugs, I don’t want to see a therapist. I’m a very proud and stubborn person, I don’t want help. I just want to feel like a normal person for one day of my life.
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