Dear Nowheretorun,

It may be your time to make use of your experiences that brought you to this place in time, and create a home for yourself that reflects your personal values and style, that welcomes love. Is that what you are telling us?
How wonderful!

You deserve to be happy, NTR.
I can't tell myself enough how important this is to instill into our consciousness.

I once told my soon to be adult-child after leaving her father, that 'you WILL see me happy someday... and see that no matter what happens to us in this life, we can overcome it and create a better life. We won't be afraid to be happy.'

This little story means so much to me because I got to show those who cared for me and I loved very much - a total renewal in body and mind, and a meaningful, happier life for 10 years ... (until this crash - a setback I plan to overcome when I can move this boulder out of my way or learn how to climb over it, lol).

We help those who love us feel better when we improve our situations...
even the best hold-outs gain something.
Sometimes we have to leave what is toxic for what is life-affirming.

To Life, NTR!!!!!

the best always,
nightbird

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