Sometimes, I really hate my own family my sister is angry because I'm stressed out about jack and need help with the law. Dad only wants me for a good time and won't take me to the Magistrates Court. I guess I'll have to take it into my own hands. Mum has been threatening to end her own life and smashed a plate on the floor. I just am so angry with everyone the doctors are retards they haven't done anything for me to treat me. I had to fork out all this money. I don't get why people don't think I have mental problems just because I speak well. I mean most of the time I can't even concentrate well enough. Mum is having a meltdown because I don't do anything for myself and still is crying. That I'm trapped in my stupid brain and I'm lazy... Sure the government can get ****ed I'm very unwell I'm sick of them harrassing me into work... The neurologist said I have OCD and PTSD. I've been trying for years to get NDIS is it because I'm young and beautiful. Eh... I'm angry and I'm so sick of doctors they can all get ****ed.