I’m doing pretty good today. I didn’t sleep the greatest and I ended up taking the 30mil of melatonin I wasn’t supposed to. That was done this morning around 2:30. I only slept for a couple hours after that. I may get rid of all my melatonin except one kind. But I do legit need 20 milligrams a night in order to sleep. I’ve had this issue before of sleeping badly because I only took a 10mil.

I’ve been watching the show Project Runway again. I had been watching it a lot early last year until my Hulu plan needed to upgrade and I didn’t want to pay extra. I was in the middle of watching 2 seasons at one time. But I found it the other day on a different streaming service with 2 other seasons that Hulu didn’t have. I went to the used bookstore today and I found season 5 on DVD. I bought seasons 1-3 on Amazon. Season 4 is like $50 used and you can’t stream it. I wonder if it has something to do with Christian? But seasons 6 and up are available on the streaming service I’m using. I watched a lot of seasons back in early 2020. But there’s quite a few I haven’t seen. They just started season 19 I think. RuPauls Drag Race, Project Runway, and America’s Next Top Model I all like because they are loosely connected to each other and I like shows that have a lot of seasons but have new people each season and where there’s drama but it’s also like a legit competition.

I ordered some of the protein shakes my therapist had. I got the cake batter flavor. I have seriously been lacking protein in my diet and it’s really been affecting me. So I’m glad I’ll have these to give me the energy I need.

But today I’m doing well. It’s chilly and fall like outside. A nice day for some homemade soup. My mom is making potato.

I just had my mom take all my melatonin except for one kind. I did ask her to get me some Benadryl since it does really help me sleep and it also helps with my anxiety.