Unaluna - I’ve definitely felt like I was imposing on other people. I eventually let them go, when it wasn’t reciprocal, but it’s a horrible feeling and left me thinking there was something wrong with me. I’m sorry your mother has that attitude, on the most basic level it’s rude and inconsiderate behaviour.
So yeah, I have kind of a push-pull thing going on in my mind right now. Like, if they do respond and want to talk, I’d hate feeling like I was imposing, which I probably will feel even if it’s not warranted.
I’m seeing my counsellor tomorrow, anyway, this is definitely something I’ll be bringing up. Thank you, everyone