I have several issues mainly stemming from obsessive severe fears of aging and dying. Impending doom, dreading the future, self-loathing, complex ptsd, etc. I am 48 and extremely depressed about getting older and terrified of the dying process. Also constantly worried about my health. I am so scared that I will die soon. I am relatively healthy but I just live in fear and feel in danger all the time. I have tried almost everything but nothing helps. If I am like this nor, how worse will I be at 55,60,65,etc.

I am on medications but they are not working.

What type of therapist do I look for? I need something individual and intensive.. I do not nor where to start searching for a proper therapist.