Looking forward to tomorrow, hopefully you’ll be able to help with this issue I’ve identified. I think you’re right to be concerned about how I might feel if the ‘side quest’ doesn’t work out. Had an email conversation with D today - we just have to wait and see what happens, basically, and my mind was going to some bad places after that. I’m hoping for the best and trying to prepare for the worst, but I wasn’t expecting to feel as wobbly as I did after talking to her.
Might just be that I need to have patience, but it’s the not knowing what will happen that’s so difficult to bear.