It sounds like you're struggling with anxiety.

You can do a google search for therapists in your area that treat anxiety, including the specific fears you have. You can also ask for an assessment and a diagnosis from a licensed psychologist or psychiatrist.

Sometimes your primary care physician or your current psychiatrist within your healthcare network can refer you to a therapist that accepts your insurance.

You can also call your insurance company to see what therapists are within your network in your area.

If you're paying out of pocket without insurance, then you have a wider range of options, depending on your budget.

Do you live in the U.S. or a different country?

You can do a google search on your symptoms to see what .org or .gov or reputable .com shows up that is either a local or national facility that treats what symptoms you have described. If you've not yet been diagnosed, you can try to find a psychologist or psychiatrist to assess you.

Only a trained and licensed clinician can diagnose and then treat you for your symptoms and/or diagnosis(es). They can offer you many different options to help you with your symptoms. You can explain to them that your meds aren't working.

What does treatment look like to you? What do you imagine treatment being for you? Based on your answers, you can find a therapist who suits what you're looking for as well.