Dear Potential New T,

Thank you for your email today. It's nice to be able to look back at your words... It helps. I struggle to remember much about the sessions right now, and don't remember what you say, so it is helpful to have written words to refer to when I am thinking, trying to find a way forwards.

Maybe my Little One can come to see you... I was already thinking of showing you the picture and poem I am making for Ex T, and last week I even brought the box of treasures... But I don't know how to share those with you when I can't even turn towards you or look at you.

Sitting side by side always did work for me, because it feels like you aren't staring at me expectantly.... Not that I actually feel that from you too much anyway. But it might be easier and I agree that it would be good to work on exploring that.

They will have the carpet in there hopefully, that will be good. I hope it's a decent carpet, though in all honesty I'm expecting blue carpet tiles!! Funny how that should happen right after I tell you my vision of being on the floor spread out with pens and paper etc. That would be much more comfortable on the floor!!

Anyway, thanks again, and see you 'soon'.