Usually I would have an appointment with individual IOP T on Fridays but she is on vacation so I haven't seen her since Monday (when she sent me to the hospital) and I hope I still have an appointment with her next Friday, but I am not sure. It's hard from seeing her twice a week to barely seeing her right now. Even though I did have an appointment with a covering T. Which was a wonderful appointment and I felt very validated and accepted and stuff. Still it's not the same! Sigh.