I sighed and gave in and applied to a bunch of cashier and retail positions seeing as I'm incapable of doing anything beyond that. It is what it is. I hate cashiering but people tell me I'm amazing at it and have wonderful customer service skills. I'm disabled, I don't think I'll be doing much else with my life. It's one of those things I have to accept. Dreams are for the young and those in good health, physically and mentally.

It's hard to accept your life for what it is when you've always dreamed of being so much more. But I've learned dreams don't usually come true. I have an above average IQ and am talented and all I can do is be a cashier and do customer service. I guess that's life though. Some are lucky and some of us just aren't.