I don’t have any hunger or drowsiness from the Benadryl. But it didn’t really work. I woke up before 3 and I got a bit of sleep after. I’m just anxious basically and I don’t want to get out of bed. This is funny but I didn’t want to wear pants last night to bed. I just slept in my fruit of the loom underwear until I woke up. No clue why. My pants I was wearing were pretty loose. I had planned on shopping today but I don’t know if I have the energy to even get out of bed and take a shower. My mood could for sure be weather related.

I tried leaving my house to go grocery shopping but once I got outside I was like not today. So now I’m back in bed but at least now I’m sitting up and I have the light on. But my bed is not made and I need to do laundry and I have TV shows to watch but just no motivation for anything.

Something spilled all over my bed and I think it was a Mountain Dew zero sugar but I finished it so I don’t know how so much got on my bed. I for sure did not pee myself. That I would know. Although my bed looks like I did. I was was wearing jeans That all of a sudden don’t fit. Like I can barely button them and they fit fine a week ago and I have not gained any weight. I don’t have the money for anything and bills just keep coming in I can’t afford new pants on top of everything.

But I could use a double Valium right now and it’s still really early. The only difference from today and yesterday regarding my anxiety is the generic brand of Benadryl I took. But I did make my bed and I cleaned up a bit.

Does anyone know if Benadryl can increase anxiety? This feels like the anxiety I would get on visteril. Which is in the same class as Benadryl. I was on that for awhile until I forced my former Pdoc to give me Ativan since the only thing that helps my anxiety is benzos.

I just took 2 Valium’s. I’m still kinda agitated but not anxious. Benzos work so good it sucks that some doctors don’t prescribe them. They can take care of massive panic attacks almost instantly.