I'm not sure I fear dying, like the concept, but I do fear things related to it.
that my last wishes and rights will be ignored, and also that I'll die without contributing anything to society. I've always thought about it as... well, if I ever had grandkids (I don't want any, so I guess that's okay), but if I did, what would I tell them to make me seem like a roll-model to them. I'm in my 20's.. and I've done nothing!. I don't even have any qualifications under my belt, not one.
but back to the topic: death doesn't scare me much, I think because it's been a waiting game now for so long for it to just happen. every day i think about what if life gets better today, it doesn't
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