Calm and tired. Doing housework and cleaning. I took down all the things that reminded me of what I went through the past few years, all the same decorations I've been staring at. I think it's time for a change and to lose some of the reminders of the past. I'll have money soon so I can begin to buy artwork or posters that will meet me where I'm currently at in life. Or maybe be inspiring or motivational. I'm letting go. My heart is still heavy, but I want to move on.