I finally just said F it and I ordered a pizza and cheesy breads from Dominoes and I turned on reality TV all day. I’ve taken 5 Valium so it was a lot. I feel ok just kinda headachy and light headed from everything. I can’t believe that Benadryl messed up my anxiety that badly.

I’m still kinda feeling it even with the 5 Valium. I took my 20mil Geodon too. I’m not sure exactly what else I can do. I take my lamictal and propalanol in 10 minutes. My 160 mil Geodon I can take in a couple hours or so.

Edit: I just took everything now. The lamictal and propalnol and the 160mil geodon. It’s early but I just want some relief from this anxiety I’ve had all day that 5 ****ing 5mil Valium didn’t take care of. At this point I can’t concentrate on weight loss or anything healthy for my body. If I want to eat a bunch of candy and if it will make my anxiety better, then I’ll do it.

But if you have high anxiety do not get generic Benadryl.

Ok so I took all my meds and everything I can safely take besides my sleep meds and my anxiety is still extremes. I don’t know what else I can do.