I’m doing good today. I must have just been so anxious yesterday because of the Benadryl. It was an odd type of anxiety to be feeling. Not my usual kind and the Benadryl was the only thing I did differently. I went out grocery shopping and it was a bit anxiety provoking. Stores were crowded. Mainly with a lot of people stocking shelfs. And I always feel like I’m in their way when I try not to be. But they always seem annoyed when you are in the area they are stocking. I found some Pepperidge Farm peppermint cookies and some peppermint yogurt. So the Christmas food is already rolling out. The non food Christmas stuff has been out for awhile. But I got some pumpkin stuff too so the holidays are once again overlapping.

When we were almost home a message came on the car Dashboard that said something like “high heat pull over when safe.” So we pulled over and I’m freaking out and thinking the car is going to explode and I’m telling my mom to take her seatbelt off so we don’t become trapped in case of a fire. She of course doesn’t listen to me. So we sat for a bit pulled over for a few minutes and then my mom started the car again and the level was now in the middle of cool and hot instead of all the way to hot like it was before. So we got home safely we were only a few minutes from home. I actually was riding without my seatbelt on for a bit until my mom kinda made me put it on. She called the car place and they told her to take it in. So hopefully there’s nothing major going on. I don’t drive but I know car repairs can be a ton of money and my mom had already been having issues with this car for a few weeks.

So yeah interesting day and all before noon. I see my Pdoc this afternoon through a video session. I have to tell him about the therapy session I had last Tuesday since I promised my therapist I would. But I don’t think he needs to do anything with my meds. I think I’m in a good place in general despite the fact I’m not sleeping very well. I just need to avoid Benadryl.

Edit: My mom is already back from the car place. The fuel or cooliage or something was low. They fixed it. That was certainly anticlimactic though.