See my pdoc this Wednesday. I hope he will prescribe the Olanzapine like the pdoc did at the hospital. I think I like this medication. I just can't tell about the weight loss yet but I like the relaxed feeling I get when taking it. I didn't take it over the weekend because I was already pretty chill but I did take half of a pill this morning. I'm very jittery/anxious for some reason. I'm supposed to see covering IOP T on Wednesday and then I'm not sure if I will see my individual T when she gets back from vacation. I hope so but last she knew I was kicked out of IOP and now I am back in so she might have scratched my appointment. I don't know that I actually want to see her but I kind of do. Kind of don't. Since she is the one who sent me to the hospital.