Well I am back home and back in the swing of things. I appreciated my sister stepping in to help out. I realized that getting away is so essential that I’m going to the Smokies next month for three days and to Vegas in the spring for 4. I got home and realized that the hotel did not charge me for my stay. I wonder if they’ll figure that out.

My mood is sad and antsy. I think it’s the cloudy/rainy weather. I have my sun lamp going but it’s not helping much yet.

My brother is 5’11” and weighs 156 pounds. We’re having difficulty stabilizing his blood pressure. Something tells me it won’t be too very long now. He is not in hospice and I keep driving him to all these doctor’s appointments but I see the deterioration. It scares me. I’m not prepared.

I hope everyone has a good day