I have no better plan than I did before, after seeing my therapist. We're now down to 2 people in my department, to carry the work of 4 people. We're really down to 1.5 people because my colleague can't get on client calls and he can barely write client reports.

My therapist says I should just start calling in sick until they possibly decide to let me go.

What do I do? Take out a large bank loan and outright quit to save myself and my sanity, or do I start calling in sick all the time, like my therapist suggests? I am on the brink of getting a loan so that I can just up and leave, but I don't want to ruin my reference at the same time. But I cannot stay there any longer either. I am seriously having SI all the time now.

I need help.