I got 4 loads of laundry done today but I didn’t actually do anything again. It’s kinda depressing me that I don’t do anything with my life and I can’t find a job until after the holidays. I’m really nervous about our Thanksgiving trip. Its really stressing me out. Plus I don’t want to be at the hotel babysitting my nephews all day on Friday while my brother in law and sister are out having fun. That just doesn’t seem fair.

My mom wants this to be a permanent trip each year but my line of work is retail and most retail jobs require you to work Black Friday or they will literally fire you. I’m not sure how she thinks going out of state will be possible each year?