I’m trying not to be a jerk about thanksgiving. But it’s really hard for me to process this. My mom has made all kinds of promises of places we can go to to make the trip easier for me but I’m still having a hard time with it. It’s just seeing a bunch of family at one time. I know everyone is supportive of me but it’s still going to be very hard.

But I’m trying very hard not to make my mom as miserable as I am about this. Or make my family think I don’t like them.