I slept well last night. Today I took my my lamictal and propalnaol around 1:30. I took my topamax and my 20mil Geodon at 3 something. I just now took my 160mil geodon and 20mil of melatonin. I was stressing about stuff in general today and I needed to relax early tonight. I still didn’t go over anything. Tonight would not be the night to do it since I have therapy in the morning. So it’s probably best to take stuff early anyways to get it out of my system before the session. Plus I do feel much calmer then I did 45 minutes ago. So I avoided an incident. My topamax seems to be working so I can just wait for the meds to kick in and not panic that they aren’t working faster. This sleep lotion doesn’t seem to work very well though.