I can’t sleep and it’s late. Much later then I’m usually up. I just took my 4th 10 mil melatonin and I took a 5th Valium. I’ve been trying to drink a zero sugar Gatorade. I had my music on for 2 hours. I’ve had white noise on for 40 minutes. No clue why I can’t sleep but I’m losing my patience. I have therapy very early and she will know something is up if I don’t get a somewhat restful nights sleep with all the crap I took.

Edit: I slept for just about an hour. I feel decent physically. Not totally ok but not in danger either. I turned off my fan and got under my other blanket. I cut way back on the caffeine I’ve had so maybe that’s my problem. That or the topamax are the only things I can think of.