I'm still doing that interview, but, my health is not doing well and I'm growing concerned I have developed another medical condition. I see my doctor tomorrow to see what direction to take in figuring out what's wrong.

Today I did one of my long walks. I've done this hundreds of times. Something happened with my heart. Lately, there are times or days where it beats faster than usual. I was winded. I almost didn't make it back home. At one point I sat on the side of the road and did 4 count breathing to bring my heart rate down. This is the kind of thing I experienced early on in Grave's disease when they put me on heart medication. I'm worried. I am having chronic pain again too. Feel weaker than usual.

So I may be looking at some kind of medical thing going on again. And it's a struggle to apply to places when I know what happened when my body is pushed too hard and a flare up happens. I think I can only work part-time unless it's a desk job.

The photography job is seasonal, I think it will be a doable position, I don't think it starts until some time in November or December. If I get it. I wish I knew what's going on with my body...