I just ate a little bag of American style cream and onion chips I picked up from an Indian market this morning and I feel so much better now. I was so cranky because I wanted something that wasn’t diet or zero or very good for me. I believe in moderation anyways and not denying myself in the first place and the bag had 160 calories so it wasn’t a big deal. But I still plan on having the potato for dinner.

Edit: I was close to getting Texas Roadhouse for dinner but I had an Atkins shake and a sugar free pudding and I think I’m ok now. I’m gonna try to put off going to bed too early. My sleep has been weird ever since the topamax. It’s been tough falling asleep and the other day I woke up a lot later then usual.

I don’t like eating stuff at 2AM because I feel like it often screws with things during the day. But I just wake up so ravenous sometimes.