The only thing that really happened to me was that telehealth therapy sessions severely impacted my mental health in 2020. Suddenly going from seeing her in person to seeing her through a screen, I mean, it ****ed with me so badly. But I felt so guilty because nothing bad was actually happening to me. Like no one I knew had even gotten Covid yet alone died from it. I had my SSI and Medicare so I was able to quit my job and stay at home safely. But like these telesessions just screwed with my mind so much I ended up in virtual IOP because of it late last year. Of course I was also transitioning and having changes in hormones and I was in the process of my move. So I was under a lot of stress. But at times I felt like I was just acting like an entitled asshole because I couldn’t do therapy in person when it was really very unsafe to do it.