Thank you for your support Sprinkle.

I'm glad I got it out. I know it was quite a lot to read. I'm sorry to hear you've had some difficulty, too, with people in "helping" professions. You have my sympathy and support.
I had a hard day but this afternoon / evening, I have been finding solace and balance in reaching out to places to volunteer - I've realized that I need to do *something* with my days. Currently, where I volunteer just is not enough. I'm reading for a class I am taking and that is also bringing me comfort. I had a healthy dinner too.