I am really scared right now. I am in the ER because of my UTI symptoms were worsening. However, they did an EKG and it came back slightly abnormal and so did my chest/lung x-ray. I am calm a little because they gave me Klonopin. But I am really worried. I hate myself for drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes all these years but they were the only things that calmed my severe anxiety a bit.

I hope all goes well so I can be there for my kids which is all I care about 😔

Also, I hope everything works our for all of you as well.