I'm just...feel like other people will never like, love or accept me. And maybe it's because I really am an unlovable and unacceptable person. I try to be kind. I try to do good. But I guess it doesn't matter. I'm talented and no one sees it. I'm kind and no one cares. I'm beginning to believe I'm a really horrible person. And I should just stay away from the world because all I ever do is ruin everything, let people down, and just...I'm awful. I feel like I don't have a purpose, and nothing to offer the world because no one sees me.

I'll just...crawl into my hole and leave the world alone again. The only place I ever belong is when I am alone.