So as soon as the sun comes up I look outside (it was a beautiful sunrise this morning btw) and see our driveway, which is basically in a valley, flooded. I go snoop it out and there's like 2 feet of standing water. I had to go out in the water to unclog the storm drain and it is COLD water. All dried off now though
(Edit: now we have a leaky window, not a good day at the Sapiens' household for water!)

My mom suggested I go to the hospital to get an MRI and blood work so I don't have to wait until January (honestly probably at least February before I get any sort of diagnosis) in case it's something serious. I don't want to go because I doubt it's that bad, probably just a combo of side effects and a pinched nerve or something. I wish Risperdal didn't poop out on me so I would know what's new side effects from new meds and what's symptoms of whatever's going on. I feel this weird combo of being hyped up but fatigued at the same time.

I haven't taken a thorazine since yesterday morning and auditory hallucinations/agitation/paranoia haven't been a problem so that's a good sign. I was completely off the valium but I took 2mg last night to help with sleep. It didn't work too well. I get my 3rd Invega injection this week.

Happy Halloween and hugs to all who want them!!!