I don’t know what’s happening. I was perfectly fine wed-Friday. Work even let us go early on Friday, which they never, ever do. I felt great on Saturday morning. I washed some dishes, organized the microwave stand, cleaned the rest of the kitchen, started organizing one of the downstairs pantries…and then I came upstairs for a break and all the energy and happiness drained out of me and I couldn’t get up anymore. Today I only got out of bed because I knew if I didn’t my body and head would hurt all day. Right now I’m sick with anxiety. Just a tight sensation in my chest and stomach in knots. RS went fishing (at 4am!!! He’s crazy!) so It’s just me and my son. I’m so glad we don’t have anything to do today other than trick or treating because I can’t face going out by myself.

When I saw my pdoc on Tuesday we agreed to wait on any med changes since it could have been hormonal. Since I felt fine on Wednesday I figured I didn’t have a problem. Now I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should call Monday and get an earlier appointment or what. I just don’t want this to go too far.