I’m trying not to worry too much about my doctors appointment in the morning. I know he’ll most likely want to do blood work. I hate getting blood work done and despite getting it done lately at least once a month but multiple times in the past 16 years I just can’t get used to it and it still freaks me out. Every time the lab person says “I just want you to breathe” I just want to scream with panic.but like why am I still not used to this? Also there’s the worry about the blood work results itself. They didn’t mention my cholesterol, kidney or hemoglobin levels recently. And they gave me the go ahead for 2 surgeries since I moved. One blood work was done at the hospital the day of the surgery and that was ok. The second blood work was done at my preop appointment for my last surgery and that was ok. So I’m hoping that means the levels either aren’t a big deal or are ok now. I know my diet isn’t that perfect but my weight is decent and I am still losing.

I’m just nervous right now. But at least it’s a morning appointment instead of a 1:30-2:30 appointment. I’ve been lucky with getting morning appointments recently.