I had a soda today. Every time something new comes out I have to try it. It doesn’t even taste good because my new med makes soda taste flat and I can’t taste the carbonation. But it’s making my anxiety more there then it was yesterday. I’m thinking of taking a cocktail of my usual 160mil geodon, 40mil of melatonin, and a 4th Valium and getting under my weighted blanket. I know it’s a lot but I am super anxious and I just want to be able to relax.