I wouldn’t be being honest with you or poison control center if I did what I want to do right now. You said you are worried one day I won’t wake up if this continues. Yeah people have said that to me before. But I’m nervous and meds are the only thing I can think of to calm myself. I think the soda I had today was the issue. I don’t plan on having one again because of physical med side effects. I’m already tired so maybe if I just take my usual Geodon and 3 melatonin instead of my Geodon, 4 melatonin, and an extra Valium things will be fine.