Hi,

Wow, you are going through some major pain. I hope you have a support system to help you through this? Have you considered a residential treatment center for mental wellness? I did a 45 day program about 2 years ago that worked wonders. You saw a Pdoc and T everyday, groups, arts and crafts. They even did ouptpatient ECT if it was warranted. ECT did wonders for ME.

I wish you luck and peace!