Would you believe my psychiatrist didn’t show up again? This is the second time in a row she’s just simply missed the appointment (it’s telehealth). The clinic said I was her only patient today, so I don’t know what is going on. I hope nothing is wrong. Before, she confessed she simply forgot – I don’t know what is wrong now. The clinic said they will get in touch with her and let me know. I think my next move is insist on seeing her today, so I can at least get refills on my meds and then call and schedule with a new psychiatrist. I am frustrated that I kept my end of the deal, why can’t the professional do the same?

My anxiety has been very high due to life stressors and in general it runs high. The chronic nature and neurotic nature I have makes this 10000x worse than it really should be. I’m just ready to give up and say it is all not worth the effort. It’s issue after issue. It really does make me wonder what am I doing wrong?

Other than that, my day WOULD be over if my appointment happened as it should. Instead I’ll be waiting by my phone all day for a call. I have anticipated this appointment all last week, and I couldn’t even talk to someone about her not showing up until an hour later when the clinic was officially open. It’s so frustrating.

Tomorrow is therapy, then the next day is PCP. Let’s hope I have a better experience with those.



EDIT: She'll see me at 5:15PM tonight. I'm rather peeved about it, but at least I will be seen today, I guess. I will call tomorrow and switch to another provider. This is just unacceptable. If it weren't for my anxiety and the need for refills I'd switch now.