Thank you so much! I really feel supported. I think I need to make lemonade out of the lemons in my life. I had a therapist that often told me to lower expectations. That way you could still have a relationship but you would be hurt less. I've also read articles where it's recommended that you expect nothing. If something good happens, then you are pleasantly surprised. I don't know what I will do about my family. My sister wants us to get together again soon. But I will be really careful. I will keep my distance from my nephew. I won't try to talk to him. He is the one that rejected me. I won't be in his life. He is obviously not interested in me. I have always tried to show interest in my nephews and nieces. But not this time.