Hello, as you know I have been having issues with my maths teacher, last week on Friday another teacher came in to ask about how everything has been going and i discussed that I've been having issues with him that the fears I feel is because he is a male and she asked if it was his personality that was the issue I told her that it had nothing to do with him it just brings up bad memories of my childhood. I didn't really go into much detail but anyway when he walked away from class to get something I glaced at him and he gave me a look of sympathy. To know that someone has sympathy for me made me feel very sensitive and like I cried tears of relief when I when I went for lunch in the bathroom. To know someone might care just makes me feel visible in a way that I never felt before