My mind is making me question if I believe in God or religion. I came to the conclusion that I never really believed in it even though I went to Catholic Church and school for 12 years.

Sometimes though my mind goes to saying it’s a fact that He exists and I feel admonished in what I think or say or do. As if it was very bad.

I’m thinking I’m settling in with being an atheist whose disorder winds up pulling the real bits apart. Meaning: tries to make my mind up for me.

I am otherwise feeling okay.

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