Dear K

Let me be a part of your life... Please. And please stay a part of mine. People 'adopt' people all the time, and I don't see why this should be any different. I know that it changes the relationship, I know that it will cause some level of uncertainty, even maybe some level of difficulty, but I need this. For my own good. Please.

I just cannot accept that I will never see you again. I cannot accept that you are gone forever. I cannot and will not accept that. I'm sorry. And seeing you today meant that I now know that it isn't what you want either.

I believe that we will meet again. I believe that we can have a different relationship in the future. I believe that we were meant to meet, and that we were meant to stay connected.

I will write. And I'm pretty sure you will respond. Somehow. Knowing that will give me hope... Strength... Power.

I love you K, even though I didn't say it today. I didn't need to say it today. I felt it from you and I'm sure you felt it from me.