aw (((muffy)))) you know you matter too, ty, i have tried again.. she is good for 6 month cycles, or maybe that is all i am good for with her, i dont know, i just know that 6 months on and 6 months off is whats worked for me best... shes mom, i can never totally give up

you are right again muffy, everyone on this earth matters, everyone is important, ty