Dear T,
I wish I could talk to you right now after my freakout during PT. I feel embarrassed, even though they were very kind about it. I think I probably need to cancel my other appointments. I've now been triggered in some way in 1/3 of my visits, through no real fault of theirs. I wonder if it's possible that there's something that happened to me preverbally or that I blocked out? I've always been very sensitive about my neck and had certain fears. I mean, that likely came from *something*, right? Think we need to spend some time on that tomorrow. Instead of necessarily discussing what I'd thought of re: D.
Love,
LT
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