I feel fine. The room is spinning a little now, and my dizziness is much better than before when the room was spinning faster. I feel quite good actually.

I did my administrative tasks. I am now ready to write my lay summary for a scientific paper. It takes me a lot of time. I'm doing this for practice. I find it rather difficult to write lay summaries. But, the more I write, the better I should become.

I have all day to write today. I will first finish the lay summary if possible then send it in for others to read and correct. Then, I will start thinking of writing my application essays. I have to write about 20 pages of material for the application. Lol, I have a hard enough time writing one page let alone 20 pages. This is going to take me some time. I am giving myself about a month and a half to write 10 pages of material. Afterward, I just need to expand on my ideas for the last 10 pages.

I'm good at brain dumping, but not writing cohesively. I will gather all of my thoughts and dump them on paper and see what happens. Brain dumping or brainstorming is fun. The rest of it is hard work.

I have been writing daily in a journal. But, it is not the same if you ask me. Journaling is fun too. But, I just write whatever comes to mind without worrying about mistakes.

I want to talk to another person with schizoaffective disorder who has a foundation. But, she is busy for now. Hopefully, she will write me back.

I'm doing well overall. I'm productive and compliant. I sleep and eat well. Life is good. I have a place to sleep, food to eat, and clothes to wear. I'm grateful for my life and situation. I used to be bitter but am past that now. I am so much happier these days. Although I'm doing everything on my own, I feel free and am independent. Nobody bothers me. I prefer it this way. My self-care has improved. I have to be on camera so I can't be too disheveled in my appearance. I do my best to look presentable. And, I feel good about myself.