I can relate to losses:
I lost my health.
I lost my figure.
I lost my beauty.
I lost my youth.
I lost my fitness.
I lost my careers.
I lost motherhood.
I lost a best friend.
I lost a father.
I lost relationships.
I lost commodities.
I lost my freedoms.
I lost my mobility.
I lost my flexibility.
I lost my halfway decent eyesight.
I lost trust.
I lost hope.
Trauma >>> Injustices >>> Retraumatizations >>> Secondary Victimizations >>> Discriminations >>> Ostracizations >>> Rejections >>> Mental Disabilities >>> Physical Disabilities >>> Homelessness >>> Joblessness >>> Debt >>> Ageing >>> Vulnerable to Future Victimizations >>> Retraumatizations >>> Secondary Victimizations >>> ... THE CYCLE CONTINUES ...
Just loss after loss after loss. It's like the invisible powers that be want me to die.