I agree with what LonelyInMyHeart says, it does get easier but it does take a lot of time. For me it was about 10 years that I saw former T and I spent at least six months actively grieving her. It helps that I have had intermittent contact with her throughout, via email so there is still some connection. She doesn't always respond but when she does it is still full of that love (platonic) and caring that I needed from her. I too cried most days for months. It was the most I cried. I cried non-stop for a couple of days after our last session and I cried throughout our session. It was incredibly difficult. I don't cry easily. but I sure did cry then. Let yourself cry if you can. It does help release stuff. I'm not big on crying so for me to give the advice to cry is a big thing. It does take a lot of time but the process of healing from the loss will happen. It just may take a long time. I am still grieving former T but just not actively every day. More in moments. HUGS Kit