Also, I don't mean to shame people (including myself) for having human sexual organs. My desires are just raw desires - and very honest - regardless if they are based on preferences or my past traumas. I don't want to be forced to liking human sexual organs and therefore being forced to be sexual, forced to being heterosexual, or forced to being conservative just because it doesn't "appear normal." I want to be accepted for where I'm at, even if I never change or never want to change this area.