Yes please QuietMind, do send me a PM

To everyone else, thank you. Some really useful/interesting thoughts and experiences which I will digest in the coming days, thank you.

I think maybe I need to enrich my life again. When I thought I had five months left with T I basically shut everything non essential out. Turned it off. Maybe, along with feeling the grief I need to turn these things back on, too. To bring some more purpose and fulfillment to my life.