I woke up before midnight last night. My throat hurt badly. I took a cough drop and got instant relief but my nose was running a lot. I got back to sleep right before 2 and woke up at 4:30. I’m still feeling sick and unable to make it to the store like I thought I could last night. My mom is feeling much better and she’s going out to get some stuff for us. We all figured out that my brother and I are a day behind her. I did go to Starbucks and I got my first Irish cream cold brew of the holiday season. The holiday drinks just came out today. My anxiety was actually super high until I drank it. Now my anxiety is decent. I lost another pound since yesterday which I’m a bit surprised about. I don’t know why I’m surprised though. I’ve been doing the same thing for 1.5 weeks and it’s been working. Although I think yesterday I undercounted a good amount calorie wise. Which was a bit disordered thinking perhaps. I didn’t feel like eating all the whipped cream and chocolate crumbs on the top of my latte that I had already budgeted into my daily calories because I felt like they put too much in. But then I didn’t subtract the calories. But I’m wearing the same pants from yesterday and they actually fit pretty good today. I have so much laundry to do and just no motivation or energy to do it. But mental health wise I’m still ok. I had 4 days left on my free Amazon prime trial and I had a $5 prime coupon so I ordered some personal hygiene products this morning. I’m glad I cancelled that in time though. I almost forgot to. I’m not sure why people are hating so much on Kim Kardashian. Pete Davidson doesn’t exactly sound very stable himself. Either way it seems like a disaster waiting to happen. Although someone said online that anyone would look bad next to him and I don’t think he looks bad physically. I didn’t even realize he had a medical condition until my mom pointed it out to me. To be honest most people just look normal to me. To me there’s basically just fat and skinny and sometimes that’s not even obvious to me. Nothing else I really notice about anyone. I don’t even notice anyone’s height. Like I can’t tell if someone is tall or not. It’s weird and a therapist told me one time it’s a trait of my autism.