Just wanted to post a positive update here. Because I was given a photographer position. It's only seasonal, however, they tend to rehire for every holiday and it's a foot in the door in this field. I am amazed that this even happened. Like literally. I am amazed. I didn't know if it was possible for me to do something I love and get paid for it, but it's actually happening. I guess someone up above got tired of my crying and whining. lol But I am so thankful.

I get to call myself a professional photographer now!!!