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Originally Posted by NotDeadYet
I dont think I can do this anymore, I keep fantasizing about dying, about how Id do it, I have a semi thought out plan but Im afraid of failing and pain. But I cant keep going. Im tired of my job and job searching and being rejected for pretty much everything.
I also feel like without attempting first that theres no reason to even go to the mental hospital either, Id feel like a failure too. I guess til I finally actually do it Ill just continue to fantasize about it
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How old are you? Are you in good health? Do you have any loved ones?
Do you just want your pain to stop and that is why you want to end your life?
Are you absolutely certain that your situation will never improve? Do you have evidence for that?
Before you do anything, just really let the fact sink in that you only get one life to live and that is it. Unless there is an afterlife which I hope there is, we do not get to come back and experience life ever again. And after you commit the act, you will not be able to see how your ending has affected others and what the consequences of those actions are. And you could be missing out on some amazing times in your future.